Soul's Loophole 3

I just want to go home Yet i know, for now, i belong here Just at Peace with missing my real Peace I’ll just have more Grace with myself Try to have less to do For this life is tiring Just the drain from the distance from you Emotionally anemic, mentally bulimic Always searching for whats just true I just want to stop hiding But i dont want to deal with peoples reaction Not from fear, from being tired Tired of the same cliche human I try to make the most of it all While im constantly sensing ‘so…this is it’ Be much more interesting with you here And i dont know why we cant meet in the middle For some reason you never made me wired To figure out that riddle And i know you love me I know you do But you have to understand This reality says ill never ‘see’ you You made me forget To avoid how hard it’d be But you cant erase the whole heart For the soul lives inside of it And the soul always lives on I will hang on I just wish i knew for how long Just one stronger dose of a memory. Let that come to me. Havent i earned it way over here? Let a smile be truly due to you And not just in my mind What you would do I dont care if i am crazy As long as i am not like them Why am i near them? One conversation with me A loop hole somewhere… I know whats connecting us will always care.