Soul's cry

We all have demons inside of us, but are we all monsters? Is it all a lie or a facade we live in, Can I escape this hell; that's all my mind wonders just a breath apart until I give in. Holding on to the truth I want to believe, taking for granted everything I've ever owned; Demanding the chaos to disrupt my peace Challenging my soul to question every belief I've ever known. I don't know when I fell into this oblivion, Crawling my way blindly through the abyss; Never meant to use my heart as a weapon of obsidian guarding itself from all the moments of bliss. It's not a sob story nor am I suicidal it's a letter heart to heart, to everyone who fears; To whomsoever it may concern, it's just a trial waiting for a verdict to be rendered.