Sos Part 2: Vivacious Sunrayz

Vivacious sunrays of relieving grace clothes me with magnificent light and delight – it warms my heart to say that I love you with all of my heart…it’s true – I loved you from the start Outlandish thoughts run through my brain – I’m turning the other lane…disdain drove me up and down the walls, but I now know that you and I are meant to be on each other’s team Rain showers upon me – sweet, fresh sorrow soaks inside of me…I need God’s healing rain to bathe me with breathtaking hope and cheerful joy – I’ve been stomped on way too many times like a mat and I’ve been played way and thrown to and fro too many times like a worthless kid’s toy Save me – I used to have suicidal ideations in my mind…watch over me, Lord of Accord…I can’t find the light in goodbye, so let me say before I go – I love you so, friend of mine – let me unwind for a little while and give me some space if you can be so kind Ohhh…see right through my pain – regret & shame slits me like a knife, shaking in the hands of a cutter – I’m trying to look on the brighter side of life, but I am blind and I am feeling left behind…ooh I’m trying to leave behind the past if you don’t mind Shame embraced me, never leaving my presence – I’ve been driven insane by Depression and Anxiety…I’ve lived through so much stress and distress, yet I’m still surviving & I’m still thriving to be positive and to have a happier frame of mind (someday, I won’t be blind) Optimistic High Spirits flow into you and I so jubilantly! I see that miracles are coming our way and my heart’s beating rapidly in a cheerful kind of way…Do I have to pay the price of making foolish mistakes in in my past? I know I’ve committed sins in my heart many-a-time, but God forgives me no matter what – He placed me on the right shelf and never left me by myself…I yearn for His character to connect to my own Flames of uncertainty no longer burns away my precious, rare, ecstatic tune… you made me feel joyous, oh Lord of Accord – you made me feel gay and I want you to stay…I pray you won’t abandon me today…He knows that I’ve fallen into sin’s snares about a billion times – so what? He forgives me…He cares for me…He loves me…He gives me joy far greater than joy itself – I wish God could be my ultimate backbone Save me – I used to have suicidal ideations in my mind…watch over me, Lord of Accord…I can’t find the light in goodbye, so let me say before I go – I love you so, friend of mine – let me unwind for a little while and give me some space if you can be so kind…energize me with vivacious sunrays and please promise me you won’t leave me behind