Sorry For Putting Myself First!!

I've lost my uncle My mate tries to kill himself My step gram gets throwm out of a car I am struggling through my college course, So I' m sorry for putting myself first! The last 4 months have been the worst of my life! Several times I have thought, How can I put a stop to this misery? What will end this pain? Pills,Vodka, that's what scott did It would have worked for him if he wasn't found Maybe I could do that too. Slitting my wrists wont do anything I just want to put a stop to all this hurting! what am I thinking? Suicide isnt the answer, I have to prove that I can cope I will cope I will be myself and enjoy my life So if I put myself first all the time I'm sorry But I need to move on!