Sorry

I try to give you everything and make you happy Why cant things be the way they used to be Like when we first met you were full of joy and laughter I loved you so much apparently I'm not the one you were after I'm sorry I fell in love with a person who doesn't want me Why cant things be the way they used to be I'm sorry I stay away and visit once in awhile When I'm there you tell me you miss me And you're happy happy to see me I'm sorry Then you leave me empty and full of agony Left to suffer with so much pain I wanted to slit my wrists and let it fall like rain Draining all the hurt and pain away I'm sorry Instead I shut my feeling off and kept everything bottled up inside Not daring to show people the things i hide This is how i get treated for loving you Someday your time will come maybe it already has And that's your excuse for not loving anyone I'm sorry So you go through life not caring about anyone but yourself Building your own personal prison going through hell Open up and love someone Everyone needs someone even if its not me I'm sorry You shut me out and your feelings go away I'm left here with so much pain You made me experience what you have been through Tearing myself apart Shutting people out not knowing what to do It was killing me without a doubt Now i know what this is all about I'm sorry I was left so many years shattered My heart was torn ripped and tattered Like a piece of china that was left unnoticed till it mattered I'm sorry Well i will find some one who loves me back She wil tare down my wall no turning back I will love her and she will love me I'm sorry I'm happier than iv ever been she will make me whole Loving you was not that bad of a toll You made me shut people out Waiting for what seemed like eternity Till i will finnd true happiness my destiny I will ask her one day to marry me I'm sorry It still hurts me to see you living in the dark Like a lost child wandering around lost in the park Searching for your own happiness sorry it wasn't me This is how it was meant to be I'm sorry One day i know you will find happiness When you find it you will know what to do Just don't abuse it hold on caress it and don't let go If you have feelings for someone let it show Don't hold it in and he wont let go I'm sorry I feel bad for not being able to do more for you Because I have experienced what you are still going through But one day it will be OK stop being selfish and it will go away