Sometimes Im Not Sure,,,,,,,,,

sometimes I’m not sure whats real - or true or fantasy am I allowing fallacy to seep into my brain do I convince myself that I believe in things- most others dream or am I right in seeking home in what I cannot see the corner of my eye wont lie I see them as they pass like light but looking straight ahead of me I’m blinded to the world if i turn my back to life then i’d be a fool for doing so so rather i embrace it close until i reach my start Rather here i turn away not to life, the world, or love but to all that blocks my path until it can find me