Sometimes

Sometimes I feel alone in the darkness. Like nobody wants me. The pain I feel is deadly inside of me. Holding on never letting go. It is a curse cast upon me, Tearing my life from limb to limb. I want to break away, But Its got a grudge on me. I feel hurt betrayed like i just want to break down and cry. Sometimes I just live my life like one big old rain cloud..... Pouring down on me. Sometimes I wonder will this world ever come to peace? Sometimes I feel hated.... and disgusted by these people. Sometimes i don't feel loved.... Boys can make you feel so high out. Or they can make you feel really low. Sometimes I think about my future.... Were will I be in five years? A hobo on the streets...or A big time doctor. I don't know...I'll see if I can live to see tomorrow. But Sometimes is just Sometimes......