Some Days

Some days I still think about you
Remembering all the fun we had
I slip back
and dream again of being with you
Silly me,
Why can't I release that hold
I have on that fantasy

Some days you invade my mind
More strongly than you ever have before
I don't know how you get in,
Because I thought I had locked
And bolted that door

Some days I forget all about us,
You fade into the background of broken trust
Those days are happy times,
Just like the lifetime ago
Before I even knew you existed

Some days it is just easier to think it never so
A thing that time forgot
The clock stops
Silence
To hear a pin drop
If I move
Will I wake up
Realizing it was only a bad dream?

Some days I just want to wish it all away
Into non-existence
Erased from record of being
I know that won't really happen,
Forgiven
Wishing it to be forgotten
Shifting into a nostalgic state
Wanting to erase time
Disheartened moments
Only some days
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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