Some Days

Some days I still think about you Remembering all the fun we had I slip back and dream again of being with you Silly me, Why can't I release that hold I have on that fantasy Some days you invade my mind More strongly than you ever have before I don't know how you get in, Because I thought I had locked And bolted that door Some days I forget all about us, You fade into the background of broken trust Those days are happy times, Just like the lifetime ago Before I even knew you existed Some days it is just easier to think it never so A thing that time forgot The clock stops Silence To hear a pin drop If I move Will I wake up Realizing it was only a bad dream? Some days I just want to wish it all away Into non-existence Erased from record of being I know that won't really happen, Forgiven Wishing it to be forgotten Shifting into a nostalgic state Wanting to erase time Disheartened moments Only some days