Some Cathy's Clown

Some “Cathy’s Clown”



Tell you how peace
In it’s solitude can break
Convulsing to a raucous din
Scatters the fragmentations of silence
A severance
Despite the quiet
And if to spite the stern waves rolling
In the distance

Tell you how
Under blue blazing skies
The rain falls on reminders
To a tilted hat and shoes splashed
Chill wind in the oven shades
Of sun remarked
A fang of clouds hangs ponderous
In the still wash
Of a vacant sea

Tell you how the engine
Running mechanic and machine
Shuffles its toted miles
Upon a vista
So damnable and serene
The taste of its petrol
Flowers in a plasma coursing
The river and rivulet blood streams

Tell you how deliverance
Can turn a curse
In a day filled life
Full of wasted hours
Just dangled by a noose
In the donkey carrot
Of wished for love

Hung in stupidity
Its broken peace

I was at peace
Till its solitude broke
Convulsed itself to a rancorous din 
Scattered the fragments
Of my silence
And some “Cathy’s Clown”
Doesn’t want to be
In love
Anymore

Tell you how the wretched
Lurches from table to table
To drown his sorrow
And dizzy slams his heart against
An Everly Brothers tune
Wanders home searching his feet
Looking for the footsteps
Of a one time peace
He seems now 
To have never known

Tell you how all these empty vacant spaces
Can only be filled
By you

Tell you how
Nothing I want
Fills me any more
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Smith-Johnsen Avatar
May 3, 2009 at 6:53 AM
Colin, You write so well. Whether you are proclaiming your opinions about church VS peace and happiness OR proclaiming love, you heart shows through. You write with passion and strength. Keep writing. Love, Dane (You have Soup Mail.)
Higgins Avatar
May 2, 2009 at 5:03 PM
This is very deep brother... I can sense some uncertainity in someone's heart...you really captured this very well.
Chircop Avatar
May 2, 2009 at 3:42 PM
heartfelt,painful and emptiness ,nothing fills us when we are this sad,we all pass through these experiences or similiar,poetry is a great refuge,and so is God-wonderfully penned though heart breaking-smile my friend---charma;-)
Richards Avatar
May 2, 2009 at 10:08 AM
The emptiness...the deep and hopeless despair that pours from this poem, ....is a masterpiece of writing, but breaks the heart! Wow...
Ginn Avatar
May 2, 2009 at 9:01 AM
I have no words for you your pain weighs so heavy I feel it myself. loveudo, Laurie
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