So Totally Wrong

When things go right, it doesn’t last long. I must be living my life, so totally wrong. I had one shot at happiness, and scared him away. I have to live with the pain, each and every day. The one that I love, wants no part of me. He has opened my eyes, so that I can see. I don’t deserve to be happy, this much is true. That’s why I live my life, feeling so blue. The man of my dreams, came into my heart. I know that I’m the one, who tore him apart. This disease that I have, is for some past sin. Now I know I’m the one, who will never win. I’m not as good a person, as everyone thinks. When I look into the mirror, my heart just sinks.