So Loving, So You

So Loving, So You Tonight, I sit alone thinking of you. Oh, how I long to hold you so tight. To kiss your sweet lips, for us to make love all night. Never wanting it to end, just to last a lifetime…Forever Never has someone ever made me feel the way you do. So real, So true, So beautiful. When I'm away from you, there's an emptiness that remains. An ugliness and sadness that burdens me like someone has taken something so precious away from me. Some nights, I cry deeply and strongly out to you, wanting to run to you. My heart aches all of the time because it needs you. So many times before I had met you, I had felt like I was being stabbed in my heart. I almost am amazed I still have one, but you gave my heart the strength to love again. I must say I was quite perplexed why I had met you. Now I can say I know why. You are a true gift of beauty and love. For so long, I had felt like giving up, shutting myself out from the entire world. I felt hopeless, like ending it all because I gave too much too soon and got nothing out of it. Just a lot of pain and suffering. Loving seems so simple that it's complex. When we see one another before the weekend comes, I know it will be hard for me. Knowing my heart, my soul, my well being wants to stay with you. It feels comfortable with you, it knows you, knows you're true, pure, beautiful. I know what I want in life, who I want to be with, you…Only, You. For the first time in my entire life, I'm truly in love and for awhile, I felt so bad loving someone else who's committed to another person, but I know I shouldn't feel bad. For I know we both feel the same way about each other. I now can't deny it, I can only reveal it, showing you how much I truly do love you. I know for a fact that if I was given that chance to spend a lifetime with you, I could make you the happiest being on earth. I could give you all you've ever wanted in a true, honest relationship. You are my best friend and I want to be here for you until death do us part. In my eyes, I see a very beautiful, pure gentleman. So Loving, So You