So It Was Written

You want the answers To questions unasked You want me to reveal all the words written in my soul But what have you given Nothing more than the three words you have recently shared Love isn’t enough To change the fact That doubt lingers in my mind Maybe my doubt stems from my own insecurities Or maybe from the fact I know what happens When love makes you blind Hurt quickly follows Tears increasingly flow Alone you become I don’t know if I could love you Because parts of me still yearn for him Parts I ignore Parts that can’t seem to go away Torn between what I should do And what I can’t do I miss the old days I wonder about the new ones How could I give you my all When my all is not mine to give I was once so mesmerized by a man That it almost killed me when he left But once the daze cleared And the stars were removed from my eyes Without him I was And with you I became