Slowing breathes

Stop breathing can i...? No i can't...whyyy donttt i.... BECAUSE ..... The day will come that i willl start slowing breathes And i will Let my heart cry for air.... let my lungs gasps for air like a man does in the deeppp darkkk ocean while drowning ..let the air leave my body like they never belong to me...let it all go with my last breath into the thin air and let all my existence vanish awayyyy and the feeling that it will not matter what happens after as i am already behind all this ...! The salty water running down from eyes through the chicks of the people who cares for me or pretend to... will not be effective because i am not there anymore ...! The last trembling breathes leaving my body will take my soul with them.... where they flow...the soul of mine which is staying in my last breath will be passed and touched by many people and when they will breath the breath that i breathed out i may live in somebodys body but will eventually leave that body to....! And thats what will be going in loops....again and again after i die with my slowing breathes....! Written by me....!