Slipping slowly

I don’t know when I first felt my childhood slipping slowly
It was somewhere in the dark
Maybe on a slushy snowy night that made me cry
I’m tired of saying goodbye
     -
He agreed

It might have been some other day
When my paintings taunted me alone
Or when I first realized I’d one day be all on my own
With nothing but my colors and a world that didn’t want me 
They don’t care about you 
     -
I agreed 

It could have been much sooner though
When the bus drove far away 
And I didn’t know why
When my lukewarm bath provided no solace
And my mother began to cry
I miss him
     - 
She agreed 

It was somewhere in the snow or paint or bus 
That took small pieces out of me 
and scattered them like dust
I’m not that little girl 
She’s gone and lost now
 floating in the wind
Off to places you’ve never been
in her now grows a new sort of being
One that’s strong and smart and bold
She believes in the all alone
And will make the world one day want her
You can do it
     -
I seem to agree
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May 1, 2025 at 8:37 PM
Mightdelete, Pangs of forever music never meaning to end in this "Slipping's" lost dreams. Much agreed. -Richard
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