Slip and Slide

Feelings I can no longer hide Thoughts I find so hard to shake In the past many attempts at suicide Though again would be a mistake If one only knew how l felt inside Nothing but pain and heartache An emotional roller coaster ride Still struggling to find the break Carful that l don't slip and slide A mask nolonger easy to fake Still I try to keep a sense of pride I ask how many pills it dose take again bits taken from other writes a troubled soul shadow of doubt another introspection