Sister's Stumbling Blocks

My disability builds high brick walls
Barricading the bright parts of my brain
My disability holds the inner woman hostage
While the little girl is left to run
My disability sets fire to my fears
Flames of anger and jealousy consume me

My disability prevents me from living on my own
With the white picket fence and family dog
My disability makes it impossible to love
A boyfriend or husband in my adult life
My disability reduces my dreams to rubble
With the remains of my self esteem

My disability leaves strangers around me
Confused and scared
My disability leaves my family 
Asking why I don’t smile and laugh
My disability is a shovel digging in the dirt
Happiness trys to climb out of the holes
I am disabled…hear me roar
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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January 16, 2014 at 1:00 PM
WELCOME TO POETRY SOUP, JOSEPH!!!! :)) today...you have shown the world that we are all equal....with the talent that you own...that is your defense in every fight!!! ...no disable when it comes to knowledge and the ability to love...Please accept the friendship i beg to offer to you...BIG HUGGS for YOU!!! ...
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January 16, 2014 at 4:15 AM
- Warm welcome to PoetrySoup,Joseph- I choose your first touching poem and hope you will write many more in the future - Hope you will be satisfied with our "soup family" - we are many .. but has plenty of room for you too- PoetrySoup Rule1: Be kind and keep PoetrySoup a haven. PoetrySoup is a drama free zone(Comment on the poetry of others and they will comment on yours.) Thank you posted your words and thoughts here, I want to come back to read more another day. - oxox // Anne-Lise :)
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January 15, 2014 at 9:11 PM
Amazing, how you pulled this one off. Jospeh, I love the paralyzing ending..., I like your first poetic piece on the site, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. You will enjoy the community, we are one big happy family. (Drama & Love. LOL) ~ Take Care!! From: your new poet friend @-> LINDA <-@
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January 15, 2014 at 7:04 PM
Joseph, wow, this is deep it screaming loud. . , Your first poem on the soup is excellent for the readers!! Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. Wishing you the best when it comes to your poems. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here. Starting with me. SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you like. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND". Hugs* SKAT
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