Simulation Instead of Stimulation

Have been fearful to invite fears Bening careless to forget tears Sometimes I wonder what if We would have fulfilled all the Promises we made with will Something like a sharp knife My subconscious stabs me Just to know how to feel Setting all the barriers free Also knows how to heal Tried to make up with bribe Without any certainty As if been plugged in Without a real connection Those memories are green But not still the affection You let it be broken so I have tried even though.