Silly Fears

Its not a mid-life crisis, 
it just took me all these years
To realize the foolishness 
of all my silly fears.

See, my mom, she worried all her days 
and "caution" was her song.
She saw the worst scenario 
in whatever could go wrong.

Her fears, disguised "protection", 
kept me safe and always near.
But in my heart and mind and soul, 
"protection" birthed more fear.

"Being careful" rippled over 
into all my inhibitions,
And "safety first" dictated 
every venturesome decision.

So, here I am, half-way through 
this careful life I lead
And now, I see there's so much more 
than fears I have believed.

She meant so well and did her best 
by helping me 'beware' 
But the curious world whispers, 
“discovery is not a dare.”

So forgive me if you think I've thrown 
caution to the wind,
I'm just tired of being careful, 
wonderin' how things might've been.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Flint Avatar
May 12, 2015 at 9:19 PM
It must be hard to overcome an upbringing like that. I'm the opposite. I used to be adventurous, but now I'm extremely scared and cautious about everything. Really enjoyed your well written poem Polly!
Mcdaid Avatar
November 19, 2014 at 11:29 AM
deep very beautiful pen polly
Meade Avatar
November 18, 2014 at 3:26 PM
This is a marvelous poem . . . fear can keep us in bondage -- it a great early warning guide but a very poor master! Live free my friend -- each and every day!
Strouse Avatar
November 18, 2014 at 7:03 PM
Thank you David! I so appreciate your insight and encouragement. Oh, if you only knew... how I desire to live free.
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