Silent Pain Screaming

like a hinge of an old door
rusty and lacking of midnight oil
I am left speechless
unable to decipher the writing on the wall

it wails accuses belittles 
mocks groans teases and admonishes
from cracks unable to hold its grout
where a couple of stones
have become loose

it is not an easy patch up work
bricks crumble under
a pick axe blunt and far too short
to keep longing at bay
but I wonder whether
there is a secret treasure
a message
pot of gold
old newspaper
an old marble lost
hidden behind my partition
with the world myself 
and the past present delusion
that everything must be okay

a church bell distracts from agony
the cemetery must be a cold place
some graves are overgrown by moss
others too immaculate
not to scream out in numb pain

I can’t stop sad music playing in my head
too many voices opinions and judgement
a discomforting concert of sorrow
and a gramophone record hurt
by a needle unable to move forward

the clock strikes again and once more
endless reverberations of throbbing exertion
vibrations of torment and misunderstandings

and yet I can do this and my last thought
before overdue slumber
is that there is energy in the Universe
and sometimes it passes through me

that is when the silent scream 
becomes a loud whisper
and shrieks become music


24th November 2022

contest pick a title volume 33

sponsor Edvard Ibeh
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Alex Avatar
December 15, 2022 at 8:11 PM
A very beautiful muse. Many points to meditate on. Congratulations!
Ibeh Avatar
December 15, 2022 at 6:21 AM
Simply a magnificent piece, Kai:-) Long time no see! Heartiest congratulations on your top win in my contest!
Mcintosh Avatar
November 25, 2022 at 1:43 AM
Awesome writing. God bless you. Love, Gina
Neumann Avatar
November 26, 2022 at 8:55 AM
Thank you Gina. I appreciate that. Kind wishes, Kai
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November 24, 2022 at 2:03 PM
About 100 trillion neutrinos pass through our bodies every second Kai without any interaction, enough to depress any human being just thinking about it, I totally get the void and pointlessness your poem describes, cheers David
Neumann Avatar
November 26, 2022 at 8:56 AM
Thanks David. The void can be filled and it will. Kind wishes, Kai
Kendrick Avatar
November 24, 2022 at 5:28 AM
Scary work you have penned in this one. Reads like a good contender for the contest to me. Way go to. Thanks for sharing and for dropping by my page. Sara
Neumann Avatar
November 26, 2022 at 8:55 AM
Thank you Sara. Kind wishes to you, Kai
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