Sidestep

Forgive me

for not letting you in.

I wanted so badly to escape

this place halfway between

memories of the past and

uncertainty of the future.

If only I knew then

that it would end up this way,

I wouldn’t step foot into the idea of love.

Not even close, not even when the fire within me rose.

How could I let myself be so vulnerable,

so plagued by a callous human being

bringing nothing of gain,

knowing only suffering and pain?

How did breaking apart become so easy?

Wasn’t my heart hard as steel?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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