Shyness Take Over

as i look at my friends , also family with they girl love or even just friend, in look at my self wht that can't be me i can write a girl even talk on the phone with a girl but when i am next to her i feel scared , like i am do something wrong or stupid, i feel like its the end of the world , shyness take over in i think i am to old for that, i can talk tex write a beautiful girl but whats with me when when she by my side , i feel so alone in the world like there no one for me no girls like me but just as a friend , i want you beautiful girl were you why can't i talk to you i need you but thats the way i think shyness is what i am it can not be break in i don't know why ........