Should I Live Or Die

As a tear rolls down i dont make a sound i stay still i think what do i do do i live do i die do i cry do i go on living this lie the lie i say all the time,that im okay , im fine, im happy but really in side im dieing every day i hear people say your ugly, your weird, the rate on how pretty you are is 0 or 2, why dont you just die life should be precous, should be fun but all it does is bring pain and sorrow im sitting here with a knife in my hand thinking what to do do i keep feeling pain and cry every day do i stay and get called ugly and stupid and get treated like ***** or should i just end it now im allways getting teased and made fun of all the time maybe its time to end it all is life really worth living?