Shish (Hating)

Everyday I wake up being determined The only thing that catches this eye in a life of mines is why they hate me so much from my friends to foes I get tired of childish plays from the fellas that just wanna lay Now you thinking Im crazy I just been going through some things but don't no one understand but they wanna expose my name thats all that they know they don't know the struggle all they see is the trouble I just shish; don't say nothing these rumors they killing me on the inside I battle the tears on the out where I still show my pride Everday I watch my friends change its all a shame I been trying to make it through this game now that Im doing something with my life they want to put me down all it is; is hating they criticize me, talk about me and family now just know only person that know me is God and I So I just shish and let these haters keep on hating cause I don't ever want to take your place In my life Im goin to keep hustling until I get my paper chase What's stopping now So I just shish; let these haters rise me higher is that my name in your mouth but you better be careful don't let the quiet cute girl fool you I will straight mess you up Yeah I talk it Im never holding it back because it makes me mad when you think you about to out do me in your loud ghetto talking ways Many people say why I don't wear my hair like this Why I don't talk like this Why do I think Im better than this person or that hold up listen when did I ever have to be like you you must forgotten my name Neshia B. off in this thing cause thats how I set it off I got my own style don't worry about trying to change up my profile Im just another lady that has more class telling you haters to kiss my but What makes me upset is how certain friends change on me but my grandpa told me before he died I was going to walk down this road Im sitting here like dang he told me so I knew that would come anyways for better or worse its for the better; it just shows me who real and who fake So I just take what life throws at me and try to live it out a better way So I just shish; let these haters keep on hating