Shish (Hating)
Everyday I wake up being determined
The only thing that catches this eye
in a life of mines is why they hate me so much
from my friends to foes
I get tired of childish plays
from the fellas that just wanna lay
Now you thinking Im crazy
I just been going through some things
but don't no one understand
but they wanna expose my name
thats all that they know
they don't know the struggle
all they see is the trouble
I just shish; don't say nothing
these rumors they killing me on the inside
I battle the tears on the out
where I still show my pride
Everday I watch my friends change
its all a shame
I been trying to make it through this game
now that Im doing something with my life
they want to put me down
all it is; is hating
they criticize me, talk about me and family
now just know
only person that know me is God and I
So I just shish
and let these haters keep on hating
cause I don't ever want to take your place
In my life Im goin to keep hustling
until I get my paper chase
What's stopping now
So I just shish; let these haters rise me higher
is that my name in your mouth
but you better be careful
don't let the quiet cute girl fool you
I will straight mess you up
Yeah I talk it
Im never holding it back
because it makes me mad
when you think you about to out
do me in your loud ghetto talking ways
Many people say why I don't wear my hair like this
Why I don't talk like this
Why do I think Im better than this person or that
hold up listen
when did I ever have to be like you
you must forgotten my name
Neshia B. off in this thing
cause thats how I set it off
I got my own style
don't worry about trying to change up my profile
Im just another lady that has more class
telling you haters to kiss my but
What makes me upset
is how certain friends change on me
but my grandpa told me before he died
I was going to walk down this road
Im sitting here like dang
he told me so
I knew that would come anyways
for better or worse
its for the better; it just shows me who real and who fake
So I just take what life throws at me
and try to live it out a better way
So I just shish; let these haters keep on hating
Copyright © Deneshia Bryant | Year Posted 2007
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