She's So Scared

I always feel as if I want to just disappear Maybe everything will be better if I wasn't here I am always hiding behind smoking and getting high Meanwhile deep down inside, i am just wishing to die What's the purpose in living out this life? I feel like my heart has been stabbed with a knife Take a look down to see the scars upon my wrist I am so ashamed, i squeeze my hands into fists I have not been happy, not a smile to share This wasn't suppose to happen and it just ain't fair What would happen if they woke up and I just wasn't there How would they react, would anyone even give a care? And as I walk down this road, it is lonely and cold But every step took, the story starts to unfold I am scared to continue the journey up ahead If only someone would listen to a word that I said