She's So Scared

I always feel as if I want to just disappear 
Maybe everything will be better if I wasn't here
I am always hiding behind smoking and getting high
Meanwhile deep down inside, i am just wishing to die

What's the purpose in living out this life?
I feel like my heart has been stabbed with a knife
Take a look down to see the scars upon my wrist
I am so ashamed, i squeeze my hands into fists

I have not been happy, not a smile to share
This wasn't suppose to happen and it just ain't fair
What would happen if they woke up and I just wasn't there
How would they react, would anyone even give a care?

And as I walk down this road, it is lonely and cold
But every step took, the story starts to unfold
I am scared to continue the journey up ahead
If only someone would listen to a word that I said
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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May 8, 2011 at 6:05 PM
wonderful poem, very meaningful, and gives me an idea for a poem, thanks
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May 2, 2011 at 10:27 AM
I enjoyed reading your poetry today Brianna. I hope you have a week filled with good health, love, and much inspiration. Love, Carol
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