September Sorrows

As the last of September leaves fall I give my desires over I sacrificed what I desired most of all.. Though you never answered my most desired prayer I do this now for others Because I guess life isn't exactly fair Maybe this is my karma for my wicked ways All I know is the old me is dying with the autumn breeze After all that time, even soaring over the vast sea All I have left now are broken memories Burdens Responsibilities A thing that was supposed to be exciting and joyful for most Seems to me, a dissolving of hope A dissolving of my years Catering to others needs so everyone else can win but me No luck in friendship, family or love My only comfort is myself I guess But it only feeds my emptiness A bitter pill from hell above Ending with me just being tired of everything and feeling internally eternally alone Filled with strife No amount of epic words in holy books could ever quench my thirst. Everything I've gained always came with sorrows Until there is no more tomorrow.