Seperation

I am angry. I am angry at him, I am angry at me, I am angry at everything I let this be. I am exhausted. I am exhausted at me, I am exhausted at you, I am exhausted after everything I’ve been put through. I am trapped. I am caught in a web, That gets tight and tighter and tighter when I move, That gets tighter when I feel I have something to prove. I am tired. I am tired of excuses, I am tired of the eyes, I am so tired of always having to say goodbyes. I am sad. I am sad for me, I am sad for them, I just can’t wait to see them again. I cannot lie. I don’t lie to family, I don’t lie to friends, When I say all I my feelings are not pretend. I want to be home. I just want to be home, Hear their noises, smell their smells, Knowing it’s familiar and all will be well. I miss them. I don’t miss you. I miss them and me together, Always, through and through.