Self and Sense

Illness has returned I felt it from the fatigue Ever ongoing and now constant And next week the doctors They want to see me to talk I am not afraid of dying Put pain that is something else And I will need to find a way To leave it and try not To frighten my family and friends Time is closing my husband You do not comprehend You will continue to be angry And wonder why I forget Simple things — I feel for you But I need to contact with Self and my Sense of the Divine And what the doctors say Connecting with what always comes Feeling the Reality and Wonder That happens all our days