Self-Realization For Preservation
Self-Realization for Preservation
At 3 and a half I met mom number two
Only after mom number one just wouldn’t do
Nine years have passed, and I survived the abuse
Mom number one took too long to get stable
Now a 12-year-old must choose
I picked mom number two simply because she was all I knew
I’m 33 now and memories are resurfacing
And I begin to feel like the universe has cursed me
Neither of the moms are present and that’s so I can heal
Mom number one denies everything, and mom number two
said she’s sorry for how the thrashings made me feel
Intuition on an all-time high
While so much change is on the rise
Wonderment of it all leads me to the path of my destiny
Now I begin to feel the spirits around me
Who, What, When, Where and How
I’m sure this is my second awakening
The first time I was just a child
I get a journal and set forth on my journey
Archangel Raphael took the wheel this time I’m sure
Only because I was close to making the same mistakes as before
Plucking body hairs to disassociate
Going into a trans state just to hear angels conversate
Almost certain of who’s here as company
Metatron to give inspiration
And Sandalphon has reincarnated into me
Or so I believe, it must be true because
The Divine uses music as a form of
communicating
Copyright © Phoenix Rose | Year Posted 2023
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