See the Sun

I don't care about tomorrow I can't remember yesterday, I don't know the last time that I didn't feel this way I can't count the lonely nights When I'm surrounded by myself And the only friend to comfort me is the bottle on the shelf I wonder how the hell I've gotten here Where did I go wrong? I can't help but think that I've been broken all along I can't count the friends who've left or the ones that are yet to go Numbing the pain with mindlessness is all I have come to know I haven't felt anything real for a long time and hope is a distant memory Still life continues to go on, it just continues without me Hopeless, helpless, out of reach Everyday's a fight The blurry days are bad enough, even worse, the nights. I am struggling for the answer I am searching for the cure I look for God to heal me with his love, free and pure My mind, my soul, my family Everything's at stake I don't know how to make it right and fix all my mistakes Help me, heal me, hear my prayer I don't know what to do I know I can't go on like this, I give myself to you Waiting for a brighter day Maybe tomorrow is the one That darkness fades and shadows clear so I can see the sun 04/27/2022