Second Guessing

I’m always second guessing Never really knowing If anything I’ve done or do Are my true intentions showing Can you tell the pain I’m in Would you even guess That if you asked the right question My answer would be Yes Would I stay or would I go I really do not know Do I love you, do i want you I cannot answer this for sure Do i speak up and let it out Should i just play along Act like im ok and fine When inside it feels all wrong? So scared to leave, Terrified of regret Once i go, IF i go, So easy to forget Realize i settled Im owed so much more. That what ive taken for myself Is what ive settled for. What i want now is more than i can have If only i could have it Im driving myself mad Never thought it possible I never think it through Second guessing myself is something I always seem to do.