School 1-12

I’ve started school There isn't much to say I make friends I go to classes I feel funny Something came undone The year I was away I don’t like people Thanksgiving The first time in a year I see HER again But according to mom HER is now HIM HE’s the same as ever But something is different Was HE always this rude? A couple months later We meet for Christmas HE’s there too I’m not imagining it Back to school I start to realize HE’s always been this way How long has this gone on? I consult my parents between classes HE’s been like that since they knew HIM Only I didn’t notice HE abused me as well Its painful to see HIM At holidays I try to be civil HE continues to be a jerk School is going well I met a boy He gave me a bear I think we might go out Its Holiday again HE shows up With the friend HE’s been toting around since High school She talks to me on HIS behalf It’s pretty weird Me and the boy We are enjoying our holiday HE tries to create a rift Between me and the boy HE’s definitely always had a way Of reminding me that I can't be special And everything I do is less than But lately HE is pathetic And I believe in myself And I can’t figure out how to feel