Scared of Love

I don't want to love Because I'm not ready to hurt Depression is a black hole That swallows me And your the distraction You're love is a high It's something I crave I long for it when it's not there I lose control I'm scared to see you If I see you Then my feelings Will control me My happiness Will let my guard down I'll let you in. Your love is a drug One I need. The withdrawals Are physical pain Tears, aching, Anger But without you I don't know how to love