Sad Tears

Setting here all alone with these bad thoughts in my head I have so much pain in my heart that nothing could be said I've cried so many lonely tears But nobody has noticed in years Its like I'm a shadow on this earth Maybe I'd be better off in dirt I wonder what I've done so wrong I mean seriously ain't 33 years long I'm begging for help but nobody sees That my bi polar is a disease I want my kids & husband 2 love me But nobody can love me Can't they see I'm a broken lonely girl In this big world