Sad Seasonally Affective Disorder
SAD Seasonally Affective Disorder
Some are prone to depression in winter when days get shorter when
less light enters the brain through the eyes and thoughts become darker
I am also affected and when news gets explosive when fighting grows
fiercer when smoke bombs and debris shadow the lands so much that
you cannot see dead men’s women’s children’ shadows no longer because
an outline silhouette of contours necessitates contrast when darkness prevails
Crying shambles when the world does not listen and some say that I’m a political
prisoner to my conscience so I must roar this loud and clearly to illuminate
my insufferable affection my sadness turned into anger and anger to shame
Surely not so many wish to dwell on sad seasons as not for unhappiness to
again and again contaminate squeaky clean order sequenced contentment
so it is clear as trenched mud that more stories on Syria Libya Yemen Iraq and
Palestine have come to be repetitious monotonous sort of a jejune boring
unimaginative overkill for common sense enjoyment if you pardon the pun
So its time for some older stuff not that far back as the Holocaust just a tad slightly
more recent some light easy reading on Genocide with some SAD thrown in for
good measure some Surely Antagonistic Disruption to relieve the depression
As a poet I have some habit of reading and while the sun stays higher up on the
horizon south of the equator where I live I leaf through dust ridden pages bound
in beautiful leather ex-cave from ex libris and smell musk and history and other
writings on the wailing wall of cacophonous silence in the comfy chair on the patio
Treblinka I promised to pass and who wants to really know about the slaughter
in Armenia a century ago that is only for google philologists experts of doom
Bosnia may well be too euro-centric for my African perusal and Cambodia too Asian
when othering leads to othering of dissecting racial segregation lines in cold blood
Not to offend American emotions when discussing chemically modified pardon mortified
well deader than dead Kurds gassed with chlorine and ignorance supplied by the West
I shall restrain myself to simple brutal killing with a view to extinguish on African soil
Kigali it is then where or thereabouts in three short months twenty-two years ago
and the figure is truthful 800000 Tutsis where killed by the Hutus which is I believe
to be quite a lot of shadows and plenty of sculls when machetes ground to the bones
It happened and was reported at the time in graphic detail by journalists and the
Canadian UN Peacekeeping General in Rwanda and was ignored diverted misrepresented swept under bloody rags of Realpolitik meaning that even the truth had been slaughtered
Billy The Kid Clinton was not even busy with Monika and her blue stained dress yet
so surely he could have had some time on his hands but nil nada nothing not a single
cabinet meeting on some Blacks slaughtering miserable Blacks ‘They do that all the time’
they stated in earnest ‘It will be like Burundi just 50000 or so’ and so the resolve at
that time was to withdraw the meagre contingent of blue helmets and hope that
the situation would settle itself which it did there was no rush to produce weapons
of mass destruction for either side as bicycle spokes and suspension springs would suffice
Everyone covered their lower backsides with brown stuff leaking out and nobody really
gave an excremental fart no concern no expletive in public just bleeding screaming silence
So as an afterthought and in plain effortless ease it might be prudent to remember
the odd slit open abdomen food for thought and summer night light contemplation
what to do and what not to just in the possible case a genocide creeps into your sphere
Written in Johannesburg some time in so called modernity
Copyright © Kai Michael Neumann | Year Posted 2016
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