Rose Coloured

I sit and think the worse thing is to think My mind travels a hundred moments The times that I have wished upon that never happened Times that did happen that I wish had nt Broken clock that is my heart as its timeless Shadows of pages lost in my diary The feeling of being alone when needing to be held A want that is unbelievable even to I to understand You ask many questions but there is no reply Mistakes that you have made even others have to bare The mistakes that others have held against you Its all rose coloured if only I had seen what you see now Love hate feelings of ones innocence taken You say hold back do not sell your self to a thief Be different this time but you are the same you are what you are You take a road and you walk you open the gate that is fate Skies of redness as the sun dies down Changed with darkness of dark with diamonds that glisten Trees that lay bare snow surrounding rain that drowns the earth It is all the same its a dice that is thrown We dont know how when why and who We just do what we do even when the mind takes hold It is still the jewel in you that wears the golden crown Thats why we never really understand as it is always you that shines through