Roots of Worship

My roots of Creator worship are fed and watered by Creation appreciation and curiosity Whether this might also be true and sometimes disappointingly false for you A resonantly sacred sometimes prophetic heart With a resilient health developing ecosystemic mind For whom my tricky part, or one of many as I recall... Furtive sidewind glances to my youthful left Where he sat in his magnificent thick stacked darkness, My closet worship thing is impossible to come out with perfect timing with someone I am powerfully, intoxicatingly, enraptured by with within and preferably not without Yet have no hope or intention of ever being naked or even transparent, and certainly not vulnerable, within his sight and hearing. If said out loud, then unveiled too soon to not cause unwanted predative seductive concerns. If not said too soon then inevitably disclosed too late to retain resonant and resilient trust No hidden agendas, no closet colonizing cases, no aging platonic relationships continuing to work and play better in just right silence of unseen unheard unfelt untouched emotions without attaching motions Back through roots of Creator worship fed and watered by Creation appreciation and thick stacked curiosity.