Resentment

YOU'RE ALL I'VE EVER KNOWN I'VE NEVER BEEN GIVEN THE CHANCE TO BE INDEPENDENT YOU MADE ME THIS WAY YOUR CREATION...LIKE A PUPPET YOU FORCED ME TO LEAN ON YOU DO YOU FEEL POWERFUL HAVING SO MUCH CONTROL DO YOU FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF BELITTLING ME NOT BELIEVING IN ME I HATE THAT YOUR SUCH A REALIST YOU HAVE NO FAITH NO VISION NO SENSE OF LIFE GOING THROUGH EACH DAY AS IF NOTHING IS SPECIAL NO MIRACLES NO MAGIC I HATE HOW YOU HOLD ME BACK POSSIBLY INTIMIDATED BY MY HIDDEN POTENTIAL THE FIRE IN MY EYES IT SCREAMS INDEPENDENCE AND STRENGTH IF I HAVE THE POWER I FEEL THE CONFIDENCE.. WHY AM I STILL HERE STILL STUCK ITS LIKE QUICKSAND IT DOESNT MATTER HOW STRONG I AM WITH HOW MUCH FORCE I PUSH OR PULL IT JUST KEEPS ME DOWN FILLING MY LUNGS COLLAPSING MY AIR WAYS DULLING MY SENSES BLINDING ME TO EVERYTHING THAT COULD BE SILENCING THE "YOU CAN DO IT" MUTING THE "I BELIEVE IN ME" UNTIL FINALLY I GIVE UP FORFEIT SURRENDER AND FOR TAKING AWAY MY CONFIDENCE AND SELF ESTEEM I RESENT YOU