Renates Death

My t-shirts were smelling across my room, spider nets on ground if you zoom. But I didn't care about the boom, since it was my room; and my parents didn't let out a groom. I was trying, writing, giving, smiling, Ever since tests easily passing. While my teacher teached the subject I hate, but when I did her work it suddenly fade. Because her worksheet approached me with funny examples, making it easier for me to sample. I never hated the subject, the rules were just approaching me like an object. So I started to love love love writing, filled,filled,filled my sheet while signing, ":)", and a heart while she is sorrounding, it, with a smiling. I let out my feelings in my writings sometimes, telling how lazy I got since all of this mess. After that day she gave us homework too, she said to me:"You don't need to do it. You always do your homework." My writing was way to small, but she never was mad at me or said I should change it all. "Just watch out, other teachers might not like that.'', she just told me, how it is her job, thankfully I knew it now, see? People in my class started getting jelous, said I was her favorite student definetly. After they told my classteacher she watched me slowly, but my subject teacher told her I just do good work, proudly. When the end of the year came by, she said: "no one made it with an A", she sigh. But when we talked about the grades she whispered to me, "A, you always do your homework, you always participate in class I really appreaciate that! And your classtests are great too. Stay wonderful like now you are, head to knee" After she died I worked more, tried to let go of the comfort lore. "I don't want to disappoint her for sure!", and now I still give flowers infront of her door, with a note saying: Dear mrs, I am your student, adna. I thank you so much for everything. God took your soul because you always new how to handle difficulties, so there were no tests you needed to income. You are already great. What are you doing? Teaching children there too? Thank you for making me better. I love you.