Remorse With a Touch of Ripened Radiance Xd

I grieve for your safety, sis, and I pray for you almost every day – Depression does leave a big impact on us in a negative way But I think you think I’m crazy…tell me if I am… My heart’s devouring curiosity, pain and sham And still – there’s questions left unanswered… I feel awkward…I feel unheard like a loner at school, hovering around, yet feeling ignored Staring at a blank screen before me…hurting my eyes a bit to a certain degree I see that I have a long way to go with my writing process I see my past unwind – set me free…the time will never leave me be I’m living in a fairy tale, never truly bowing down to true success Let me be…let me flutte like a butterfly out of its cocoon Let me be who I want to be…let me shine bright like the moon I’m glistening in the moonlight – I love you more than before I wish the night away…hoping for some sunshine I’ll stay with you till the day I pass away We’ll fight this depression wars…if only you were mine We’ll go through remorse and romance Together…forever…we’ll dance in a serenity-indulged trance Do you hear the wind, whispering their “goodbyes”? Clear skies beam upon me for a little while at last! Nothin’ but joyous skies feels therapeutic to my eyesight… Forgetting the dilemmas that I’ve encountered and the horrid past Clear baby blue skies hang above our heads in polished delight Can you see right through me? Will you ever see me in this reality? You are bothering me, DEPRESSION!? (~!@#$%^&*()_+) All I see is dismal clouds passing me by, accepting derision as a friend instead of a foe Should I just move on with life? Why do I feel the urge to cry? I stab myself with frustration and hurt badly – I feel guilty for your crimes and your sympathy will never show…let the wicked wind blow! It pierces like an arrow that flies by night, hitting bull’s eye Regret shouldn’t get the best of me Why should I have an unwanted guess by the name of Anxiety? I’m alone at last…but the future is left unknown And, yet I don’t groan and God’s my backbone – I accept the truth of it all… These scars won’t heal at all, Can’t help but be in the helpless frame of mind and the shattered state The stars dim when city lights illuminate the ebony skies, revealing the cemented ink painted in the atmosphere, unwavering without a smear of fear Hold on to the bars before you – hold on to me, my love – I can’t help, but hesitate – I keep thinking of my future, fretful fate Please wait for me till the dawn scorches aflame like the planet Mars, but until then – turn the wheel! Turn the wheel! Hold on to the rope of hope – it won’t harm us, my dove! I can’t escape my ruins, but I can change for the better and pick all the pieces up and sweep away the debris - all we are is dust on the ground, rising like the horizon of the sunset…stimulating our eyes with undying appeal From where the sun now stands, I’ve been succumbing to tragedy and preparing for the battle that lies ahead (~!@#$%^&*()_+) How I wish upon Tomorrow to see you smile and lock hands With me…with me…and go ahead of me – put your doubts and worries to bed! Borrow happiness from me instead! You don’t have to return it back – If it’s something you lack…come on and open up a crack! Your hands as cold as ice in Antarctica…it’s frostbitten and I freeze to the bone You’re concealing this warmhearted soul within you…do you want to be left alone? But, I won’t leave you without a trace, hiking this mountain on your own! I know it’s dying to come out without a doubt like the dawn, Shyly pushing away nightfall by projecting the sun in the sorrow-whelmed skies, Giving us sunlit glee…converting into flourishing ecstasy – God has my back! Put your heart at ease and make Depression your slave – Desert it forever and pick a different route to tread on…self-control keeps me on track Oh! Perhaps, you were naturally made for me, but I must behave I’ve had harder days than you – I’ve been through so much worse Are you a refined, splendid gift or are you just another wretched curse? You restored peace to my verse, angel of ambitious bliss, spreading about good news with glorious grace! (I can see your halo, spinning around and round and round your head like hovering auras) Though I was tattered and torn by remorseful spirits, you were my childlike mirth – You and I dismiss the blues and we figure out the mystery’s many clues, placing our feet in other people’s shoes with empathy traced on our face! I put my daily worries and distrust to sleep… I can see you weep… The laments hits us too deep…I’m out of luck…all I thought I was was a loving creep But, I was enchanted by the mirror and what it reflected with jubilation that’s as shiny as a silver, noble sword – A new spirit, radiant with compassionate, elegant elation …my heart beats in accord