Remembrance of Fans

The sound of fans returns me to the pores

of alone summer nights,

sweating pulses of dream echo...

You came to me

in your deep, sweet fear

of lonely desire to be filled

with a gently undulating completion

while our mutual nightmare of separation

had fed on a dark, inner grip,

with us not knowing exactly what it was

except that the hope of desire

would melt prison bars

into light rays from your face and eyes

searching for answers I wasn’t sure I knew

Still, the savage joy, tempest of joined purpose…

… lightning darts of passion,

We absorbed the feel and sound of our deluge,

your dripping hair and skin tanned by the wind,

We crept to the edge of our sea of abyss,

the waves caressed, taunted us,

hinted that we should unravel into each other

since a ‘knot’ is only one foolish jot

of insufficient language from ‘not’

which lusts to rule the darkness of separation,

Our lips searched for our ends, for alignment,

neither stars nor planets needed,

only the furnace-fusion of our inner space,

those lapping sounds of undulation

sweeping closer and closer

until eclipse of all else, drowning and consuming us,

edge becoming center,

feeding ourselves outside in

until you tiptoed away into the mist of our dream

on the sound of the fan

and I was eminently, sweetly lost

in the pores of summer night…

… something tells me that you are still here
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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