Remembering Them

You heard it ring a thousand times before 
However, this time it seemed like something more 
You dreaded picking up the phone 
As if you knew the unknown 
After that dreaded phone call
You just wanted to fall
A piece of your heart empty
You didn’t want others pity
God took you breaking us apart 
While reaching in and pulling out my heart
How can our Savior be so cruel and brutal 
Sparking my refusal 
Letting go of one we held dear 
Drowning our sorrows with beer
Some say it’s easier with time
Meanwhile I feel like a mime 
My words in my head
Seemingly, my tongue made of lead
Calling for help seems fruitless 
As words are empty and useless 
I should feel happy having loved you so much 
For if I didn’t, my heart would go untouched 
Remembering you brings tears to my eyes 
Knowing you have met your untimely demise 
So many things left unsaid 
I have them embedded in my head
No more waving goodbye 
Instead, looking up at the sky 
For now you are gone
While I am withdrawn 
Asking myself, will the pain ever ease
As I cry on my knees 
If the pain ever goes away
I’ll be okay
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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