Remembering Her In Eternal Happiness

Each day and night I cry,..... Seeing her as if directly before my eyes so happy and beautiful with the beaming florescence of sun blinding my sight. Constant flashbacks in my mind of all the good one person could bring into one's life, without a doubt to make them feel so loved at times of pain and wonder hidden in I. To a woman so dedicated to learning only the teachings of the All Mighty God,to speak into others ears to believe that HE is always there to rely on and the most powerful man there ever will be that can solve any problem. The pictures and words froze in my mind hurts deeply to understand that God has taken her from Hell on earth to a wonderful place of serenity to heal and rejuvenate her soul for a new life in a place way more gracefully innocent that the planet earth. Way above the clouds and higher that no eye can see, But into the soundless galaxy of peacefulness to one's self mind to finally be free. Hoping in mind she will never forget seeing the never ending tears of grievance for only her a time that is desperately needed. Looking up off in space with overflowing tears, questioning Him why?...... Visions of me seeing her as an angel of God, to express how much i do care (That was never reflected) , and the needs of her in my life and how it's killing me slowly inside. But then is smothered with words of God saying "She is happy now and not to worry.... She will always remember you as you do of her and could see the pain straight through my eyes. " I Wll always breakdown and cry with sadness and guilt in my heart, but is stopped with her presence of joy." "Dedicated to my aunt Kelly ,Rest in peace"