Remedy of Relief

You, alone, can be the cure to my grief The guilt that overflows and then gives birth to mirthwhile relief Because of you, my temporary highs don't easily wear off Because if you are here, life would be less tough and I build skin that's rough I'm strong Cuz I belong I long To be on your tongue And on your mind, swinging along All alone, all along or maybe I'm the one in the wrong Oooooh oooooh ooooh Mmmm mmmmm mmmm I'm sorry for acting immature, so insecure I'm sorry for being a pain in the thumb I'm sorry for being someone who couldn't endure I was just unsure...I was being a foolish guy, so impure My intentions were to injure That's why I smoke the cigarette of regret That's why I was left with this pile of debt I don't regret the time that we suddenly met My skies are clear, but the ground is wet How time flies when you and I let out our cries You flood my mind with your naive why's You have tears clouding your oceanic eyes But you can't see my universe of underestimated lies Because I'm in the zone of my alone on my own Because I'm in the depths of the wondrous unknown Can't you see the stream of tears down my face? Don't they leave a trace of my past disgrace? I am a shoelace, tied up so tightly in a knot I have vast grace, so I'll give it all I got To loosen the knot of a lack of confidence Untangle me from the bondage...I'm trapped in bittersweet remembrance Caught up in strange circumstance of mere coincidence and dimmed out efflorescence You, alone, are my darling devil You, alone, are good and evil I made you angeled eggs to bring you light from above But instead you shed your innocent, yet unconditional love... Unchanging love... Unpredictable love... Because I want you with or without me I crave your elegant glee and are my lovely tree Unbearable thoughts barreling through my head Giving me loads of dread and I'm a book left unread I am the hardened bread in the trash instead You, alone, can puff me up with passionate joy You, alone, have made me a worthless toy... Now, what am I to do now that I'm a heartbroken boy? You, alone, can be my remedy of relief You, alone, can be the cure to my grief Because of you, my temporary highs don't easily wear off Because if you are here, life would be less tough and I build skin that's rough I'm strong Cuz I belong I long To be on your tongue And on your mind, swinging along All alone, all along or maybe I'm the one in the wrong Oooooh oooooh ooooh Mmmm mmmmm mmmm Back me up with words of hope Grab me God's believe-in-me rope Ripen me with your radiance Get me out of this tranquil-less trance All I can do is dance away the night All I can say is to fight the good fight Tonight, it's your time to shine on Tomorrow, it's time to face a new dawn Sometimes, the truth hurts but we must move on At times, I wish you were my one and only shining sun I wish I wasn't born in this world of woe...of woe... The earth of mirth was a silly old myth, I know... Ooooh oooooh oooooh Mmmm mmmm mmmm You intrigue me so With your auras aglow You fascinate me so With your movement so fast and so slow Let the wicked wind blow Let our boat rapidly row Because, aren't we all on the same demented boat? If you are shivering from the frost of morning dew, I'll give you a comfy coat You, alone, are my darling devil You, alone, are good and evil I made you angeled eggs to bring you light from above But instead you shed your innocent, yet unconditional love... Unchanging love... Unpredictable love... Because I want you with or without me I crave your elegant glee and are my lovely tree Unbearable thoughts barreling through my head Giving me loads of dread and I'm a book left unread I am the hardened bread in the trash instead You, alone, can puff me up with passionate joy You, alone, have made me a worthless toy... Now, what am I to do now that I'm a heartbroken boy? You, alone, can be my remedy of relief You, alone, can be the cure to my grief Because of you, my temporary highs don't easily wear off Because if you are here, life would be less tough and I build skin that's rough