Released,Deceased,Increasesd Pt2
And lets not forget 16, wicked n
mean, knew when i was on the
scence, job corp cause i seen the
green, doing things thirty yr olds
never seen, breaking things, like
hearts with recycled rings, empty
promises and thrown away dreams,
car crash ambulance took me off the
scene, turned mean, slicing things,
still carry the scar on me, yet it still
wasn't clear to me that i was
deteriorating like a baby tooth from
a cavity, almost like if the Lord let
me be, self beatings so crazy guess
that's why he had mercy on me...
Became a beast, Down south-
wandering drunk-in misery i sunk-
forgot i was dunked-lite on my feet,
fell on my knees, screamed, looked
in front of me, jus to see, i fell out in
the street, in front of a church with
no just one cross but three, started
to release, forgive me, 23, and i
know this isn't the life You had for
me, how could i disgrace Thee, Lord
have mercy never meant to betray
Thee, kill whatever's inside me, who
needs a team, they can care less
bout me, felt a breeze, movement in
the trees, four years later went to
conference conquered things,
repented read poetry, after i began
to plead, truly believed, felt His
grace & mercy, salvation received,
stamped the death certificate n put
ceased, next to all the altered egos
created by the old me...
Now i stand tall, no longer stall,
wanting it all, knowledge
understanding wisdom love n
patience until I'm called, in the end i
know its gonna be a ball, but until
then-daily i die to sin and on His
name i call, lead me use me move
me correct me if i fall, not of this
world, no longer with God do i
brawl, first Ieshaw decided to
release, then Shawn deceased, now
through the CHRIST in me, finally
GodzPo3tic1 increased!
Copyright © Ieshaw Wright | Year Posted 2012
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