Rejection

What did i do so wrong my life was never a flower or a song why did you hit me so much shoving my face in your crotch i was just a little boy and i became every-ones toy at night i cry because i cant tell just trying to be loved, but oh well..... all i ever wanted was to belong always tried to be so strong this house, that house bullied for listening to Strauss i went to hospital for a long time no-one called or cared a dime my soul was empty my heart was breakin i hoped someone loved me but i was mistakin i found love in a man and my life just began then he was taken by a woman in a car that emptiness left a great big scar then i found love again and what she gave a boy and girl, with my eyes, and i felt safe my life was great i still love them all but you ended it, it was your call so here i am left all alone and scared can this damage ever be repaired there's this hole in me, i call emptiness which i have tried to express every-time i want to tell you i break down i want to be strong but now i'm more face-down i'm becoming a great pretender with my life line so tender i'm told every pot has a lid do you think that is for me forbid