Rejection

I feel the tears swell up inside, I try to hold them back. But sill they come, the sadness runs, My mask, it slowly cracks. I try to wait 'til I'm alone, As not to be disturbed. I'll weep until my heart gives out, A suicide preferred. This devastation is a desparation, It holds me tight with hands of stone. I can't escape; is this my fate? To die a somber, lonely soul? The blackness never goes away, I sit here in the dark. Every time I try to leave, The light I'm reaching for is too far. But as the rest, the pain it heals, And once again I start to feel. My soul, my mind, they've come so far, For my heart recovers from your scar.