Reflection

an emptiness and coolness just 
 in the midst of the chest, unease
 my corgi terrier, black and white
 watches me and stares with her dark black eyes
 she paces back and forth to my bedroom and
 to the sofa, back and forth looking at me
 trying to herd me to my bedroom down the hall nothing                   new from this disease that I feel of 
 just a stiffened neck, vertebrates that ache
 sharp electrical wires stinging - nothing new 
 but the emptiness and icy aching heart
 with the feeling of dread and fatigue

 no time to create something wondrous
 a legacy — no famous name to be left behind 
 no children, no good works
 my quiet husband my quiet emptiness
 I am weary of this futile fight 
 my dreams gone into the clouds
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Horsman Avatar
July 17, 2019 at 3:31 PM
Yes truly sad, yet the poetry inspiring..
Lamoureux Avatar
July 16, 2019 at 11:09 PM
This is a sad one but also quite beautiful in its expression.
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