Recovery

You were supposed to be there at the end of the rainbow but you left me waiting You became my addiction and its my fault I can't blame you for my issues You held my dependency I looked to you to be my shoulder Was waiting on you to be my high, when I was low, to be my teddy bear through the storm I shouldn't have and I knew it but, once you love someone who became someone else you cant help but look past that speck of flaw Held my heart in your hand now I hold it shattered in the sweater that holds your scent Rain on a Monday morning Pain that's ever growing I'm in need of a recovery Everything I thought I need I don't I started a new life now and it does not include YOU Broken walls built back up, I'm stronger Open damps covered now, no more hard feelings I'm healing Hole in my heart becoming patched up, you are non-existing I don't need you to depend any more I have became my healer and assigned my recovery.