Reconciliation

What is this “me within me”? Mute masquerade? Immortality of a self, A puff of worthless air, Or feelings so pure? Can I bear wings And an angelic creature be To soar away Into the screaming wind Where no one can find me? Shall I in my ignorance Play lip service to gods unknown? A fancy-dress life Where questions are left unanswered, Camouflage realization Obfuscate the truth, Sigh a metaphysical inquiry Or embark on a voyage of discovery? Yes I can fly amongst the clouds, A ray of sunlight breaks through dark clouds. Your name emanates from my lips. Your glow repels all ugly shadows. I bow my naked head in shame That this miserable me dared forget You. Echoes utter beloved vibrations, Celestial music softly penetrate my soul, Your presence almost too much to bear. Once more I feel alive, Reconciled to Your divine mercy. Emotions spread far and deep in my veins, Oh, to feel the warmth and comfort As I bless Your sacred name. The “me in me” is complex true, Shame, vice but tenderness too. I strive to cleanse the “me in me” I feel Your hand stretched out to me, Dispelling anger and pride Kindly substituting them with grace. Together we shall walk again.