Realization

Sometimes moments of doubt come across me Moments that make me ask questions And question why? But as other moments pass beneath me It makes me say thank you Until today, I learned and acknowledged What patience really is What enduring something and living with the hurt really makes Now I know why and I stopped questioning The doubts vanquished but the fears came When you say when will God give us our right, and justify our position And you got tired of waiting and sick of tired As I asked the question to mom with prospects and thoughts of misery And she so simply answered me “You can never tell God what to do, he knows when the time is right, he knows what to do, and what he is doing, even though it was after a while of time, even though it was a while in years, he will still give us our right, because he is God, all justified and glorious” As I nodded in much agreement than ever and spoke “I love you mom, you are so great, even though dad is misguided and everything turns out against us, you stay there joking with us and trying to better the day, how great are you mother, I love you!” As the car parked into the mall’s parking lot And I stepped outside And we separated